Sigh
I’m not sure who to trust anymore.
After 26/11, I thought all would be good. I was hoping for a slim chance to get thru’ the hurdle.
Turn out, I didn’t.
It was heart broken.
It was painful to see the reality to catch up; Worst, everyone has been asking me ‘Are you Okay?’
Deep down, I’m NOT okay. Come on, admit it. But, I still have to pretend I’m okay infront of you.
It is so difficult. I just want a hug and CRY!!
If you are caring enough, why don’t just allow me to say anything I want — I’m emotinally fragile, pain.
And please understand me, I like no one at the mo. I will get upset at anything/anyone.
Sorry, it is not you, it is me. I’m just very very very tired, and sad because I’m still here.
The after-effect is worst as the idea of oh-you-are-such-a-oh-so-failure had slowly sunk in, just like how a knife stabbing into my already-broken heart.
Cynthia | Foodie Talks, Personal
*hugs Cynthia tight tight*
Nice fried rice btw.
Oh I’m sorry Cynthia. *Hugs*
There is always a rainbow after a storm.
You can try and try again.
*hugs*
Hi hon, not sure what happened but chin up, better days will turn up soon. I’m sure of it.