“Are you OK?”
Ever since my entire dear neighbourhood knew Kian went away for few days, they keep approcahing me with this question.
I ‘was’ OK, not until everyone keep asking me.. and I start sensing my loneliness even more than ever.
How pathetic is that?
4 days? 6 days? 8 days? Errrr. Moi is such a looser. I don’t dare to sleep in the dark. I’m afraid someone knock on my house door in the middle of the night. I feel like drinking a whole bottle of Asti, and sing “Ji4 Mo4 Nan2 Nai4″ over my pathetic soul.
Gah! I should pay more attention on my work and studies. *boh lok yong* (Useless in Hokkien)
p/s: I salute you people who living by yourself. How you people manage to do that? Gawddamnit.
p/p/s: OK. Im over it. Back to work. 
It’s just a feeling from any human being. Even now after so many years of marriage, whenever Hubby goes out of town, my fear at night is stronger making sure I lock the room door when i’m asleep and h/p batter fully charged by my bedside. lol
I loved living by myself. Could walk around the flat naked without worrying about anyone catching me.
Just kidding! 
Probably should have shut the blinds to save the neighbours though.
You’ll be fine! *hugs*
got dong dong chiang onot?