So, it is spring right?
I am just not very much into this Spring mood thingy. Don’t know why. I thought I mean to be delightful, happy, excited…as the usual. But I am just not very much into it.
The work loads from all over the places is eating up my soul. Or I shall say, I am allowing the hectic schedule to eat myself away.I am kinda stressing out. When I am into this ‘depression’ mode, I am lack of motivation.
I’m not very motivated at this point to do the usual stuffs that I enjoy the most, like swimming, talking to people (BIG BIG issue here), gardening, composing a post in my blog, and…even drinking water. Worst part is, I start chewing my nail(s) again. Man!
I can’t get myself to sleep early, for some reasons. G! This is killing me. I love heading bed early, and getting up early to do housework, while enjoying the sunshine. I strongly dislike poor sleeping habbit, end up I had to wake up in the middle of nowhere.
No! I don’t need a break in my life. In fact, I want to do more! I want to get involved in doing things, anything! You name it! [p/s: assignment excluded, sorry.] I am more than ready to go back to another pay-free clinical placement, I want to get involved in different activities, I want to read a nice book (Jeremy Clarkson will be nice)..I am ready to learn. What else?
Erm… I don’t know, really. Do you have one of those days like this?
I shall list down the things I want to do..and get myself organised physically and mentally. Life is too short for me to muck around, dun cha fink?
OK! The very first thing I can start off with is… GO TO SLEEP NOW! It is freaking 140am, and I have 8am lecture!!!
*sigh*
Apparently I’m just the same
Sleeping less than 5 hours a day now
Hmmm
Take care there!!!
I’m having those days during the weekends after i start work..
i know i need to rest…
but i wanted to do so much…
but i need to rest…0.o
oh well, just do what you are happy doing…that’ll be just fine
Not spring till Saturday! First of September is official first day of Spring, so it is still Autumn.
Hmmm, sleeeeeeep, I can never get to bed on time, and I can never wake up on time. lol
Ihave a late start tomorrow to make up for extra time I worked.
I feel you, yeah.
You’re too stressed I think. Chill ya… *hugs*
I cannot go to bed either. I have to blame it on World of Warcraft. Truly I must make another level for my character.
Hope you can find some enjoyment. How much longer is your semester?
zeroimpact: i hope this is just a temporary thing. i just cant wait to get over everything this week. and hopefully there will be another phase of life when i start my third placement next wk.
lyn: aint you frustrated when your body is not listening to your mind? and your brain is not coordinating between your body and thoughts? ki si lang
Dab: you slack arse! =P i dont mind having just 5 hours sleep..if it is quality sleep, which i rather prefer. i dont like sleeping in too much..waste of time.
day dreamer: thanks! *hug tight tight*
simple american: eh! that WoW is another stort la, ok? I love everything in my life.. actually I dont mind abit of assignment..i just hate DUE DATEs …these are the bloody pressure, I think. =P