April NO Fool.

I kid you not, I nearly drawn this morning when I did dinghy sailing this morning!!! *tears*

Today is me and Kian first lesson doing dinghy sailing. For those of you in Perth, you all already know the weather aint that good, as the bad weather is affected by the cyclone. Go sailing? I was thinking: Nevermind.

The lesson started with Sal, who is our couch, explaning to us how to set up the sail, what to do if the sail turns upside down..couple of house keeping stuffs.
According to the manager, the strength of wind is perfectly nice for learning. (Yeah right!! Anyone can say anything on 1st of April 講騙話,不用本錢的). Jk.

When we started sailing, due to the choppy wave, windy weather plus unclear instructions given by Sal, out sail capsized!!! Yes, imagine your rice bowl is placed upside down. I was a bit panic. I am not a good swimmer. All I can do is frog style. I try to be calm and don’t cry–take a breath, step by step. Meantime, I was worrying about Kian as well.. I am afraid I am his burden. I nearly call it a quit.
Anyway, we did all we could–follow the wind direction, went up to the top part of the sail, partially un-capsize the sail, throw the rope from the front to the back, and fully un-capsize the sail, went up to the boat, sail back to the shore. Phew! What a teamwork! What a couple!! ^_^ *perasan*

I am glad we made it! It is our first lesson. Kian says it is OK for me to quit if I don’t feel like it. My point is, nothing is easy, I overcome the worst part in the process, and most importantly I wanna finish it with him! I don’t want disappont myself and him. 

I used to remember my mum’s upset face when I was 5. I told her I wanted to quit playing piano, she got sooooo pissed off. She said I 半途而廢, 三分鐘熱度,不能持之以恆, 沒有用 (give up easily) bla bla bla…. On the hand, dad thought it is OK if I don’t like it, no point forcing me to do what I don’t like. (This is why I don’t want to give up, ’cause I am not that type of person mum used to describe!!!)

In fact, I love piano, I just disliked my piano teacher. Gosh! I am so regret I gave up piano for her. If I kept doing it, I can play piano by then, I know the notes…. So, all the while, instead of memorising all the strange notes in choir (back in high school and college time), I can just read them while I was singing!! Also, I don’t need to wait for my friend(s) to play a song for me… I’ve been waiting for bloooody ages for someone to play “Tong Hua” for me. =(

After today sailing session, I am glad still alive. I was so close to death. I thought I would never go up again. Just like when I had a motorbike accident when I was 16, I thought it was the end. But when I started breathing again, I know everything is gonna be alright. I can feel my heart is pumping (hey!! I am a cold-blooded mammal, but this doent mean I am heartless ;P). Umm.. Life can be that short ay? I wonder…
I love you Daddy, Mummy, Ko, Shuoh, Ing..; I love you Kian; I love you Jo, Rob, Fion, Faadzel (even you haven’t play ‘Tong Hua’ for me); I still love you even you were b*tching about me in your blog, I wanted to call, but I don’t know how to start the conversation; I love you, everyone in my life; I love you, yes YOU!!! who are reading my blog, you guys are absolutely something for me… I love you my friends who been thru with me; I love you my frienemies..your sarcasm make me stronger and turn my feeling of dislike into sense of humor.. =) I love you.. those whom I never met before, those I am with and those I am going to meet… 

I love you all.

Amitaba.

16 Responses to “April NO Fool.”

  1. nUtZ` on 01 Apr 2006 at 10:30 pm

    you don’t love me… :(

  2. Chen on 01 Apr 2006 at 10:46 pm

    Do u love me?
    *perasan*
    but, just in case u don’t love me, I have to hide somewhere loh :P

    I nearly get drawn twice in one of the river in Sarawak during my secondary school time leh (Lower Six time). Really *cold sweat* when I recall back.

  3. Madelyn on 01 Apr 2006 at 11:50 pm

    whats perasan?

  4. Loong on 02 Apr 2006 at 12:43 am

    Wow should have got someone to take some pictures when doing the training.

  5. cooknengr on 02 Apr 2006 at 1:43 am

    Would suck is if “shit really happend” and you name is April instead of Cynthia…can you imagine what’s the reaction if backhome get the 耗運傳來, instead of 舉家震驚,均感悲痛, they all “這小妮子, 又來這一套了.”

    大吉利是, 大吉利是 glad that you are okay, the Cooknengr Culinary Institute’s 唯一徒兒, 吉人天相, 大難不死, 必有後福.

  6. cynthia on 02 Apr 2006 at 3:37 am

    nutz’: I do lah!! =) when you finish exam, we go swimming ay?

    chen: I do, I do =) when you recall back the experience, it is damn scary.

    madelyn: perasan means narcissism ;)

    Loong: I took the pictures after tranning.. *cold sweat*

    Cooknengr: YEAH!! YEAH!! ^_^ I keep my fingers crossed tight tight–Cooknengr Culinary Institute’s 唯一徒兒, 吉人天相, 大難不死, 必有後福!! =)

  7. flower on 02 Apr 2006 at 10:21 am

    Hai yah Cynthia, I hope the water not too cold. Next time be more careful mah…

    I have the same experience like you before, drowning and quiting something. I nearly drown when I was a kid because someone pushed me into the deep end of the pool and someone nice save me. The nice person is my childhood sweet heart and I quit my language class because I hate the teacher. He was so male chauvinist pig….

  8. killuminati on 02 Apr 2006 at 12:29 pm

    it’s good to do something new…great post cynthia! dingy, huh…

    going sea kayaking mid april after i pass my competency test a.k.a. whether i can get back into the kayak if i fall off it in the choppy seas.

    would be good to get a waterproof disposable cam so that you can take photos during your sailing lessons. :)

  9. robin on 02 Apr 2006 at 12:56 pm

    wow.. sailing in usch weather.. on april fool… interesting indeed…
    hey ur suggestion on blogger meet sounds cool !! So u the organiser? I dunno that many blogger around perth..

  10. carcar on 02 Apr 2006 at 9:06 pm

    hey ger, i remember you told me about you want to go for sailing, and we chat…then you talk about cyclone…

    then now i see this ’so happening sailing experience post’ here!

    wow!!

    am glad that everything is alright now! phew! and we loves you too, three four and five!!

    *wish someOne can play u 童话*

  11. cynthia on 02 Apr 2006 at 9:47 pm

    flower: the water was warm thou.. =)Oh yeah, Im thinking of blogger (non-blogger or blog readers) meet up, what you think huh?

    killuminati: Sweet!!! Go kayaking!! I wish I can handle at this stage.. then I can do more in future; I want to to diving!! =) By the way, I dont have waterproff camera, but if anything happen I lost it *touch wood*.. thats not very good either.. Im so clumsy ;)

    Robin: I dont know much blogger from Perth either.. =) maybe the meet up will be like few people only, is that alright? anyone can attend lah.. not strictly open to bloggers themselves..can be readers as well, what you think?

    carcar: Yes! I survived! =) p/s: no need wait already.. I can sing Tong Hua for myself !! =)

  12. on 03 Apr 2006 at 1:46 am

    tong hua ah? :>

    lol cynthia…

    maybe we should switch places…

    my sis been playing and playing again and again that song during the zaman kegemilangan ‘tong hua’…;p…

    believe me, not reali the nicest of experience..=.=

    now we usually jz skip pass the song when we hear the intro haha

  13. A Fellow Traveler on 03 Apr 2006 at 10:40 am

    phew, glad u r alive n well!!!

    love me too ya :) *now i perasaan* hehehe

    once i was white water rafting n the boat capsized n i was swept downstream by the swift current for a long while. my life flashed by just like tht. scary….so scared tht the current would pull me down to the next rapids….

  14. robin on 03 Apr 2006 at 11:18 am

    ya !! that would be so cool.. ao april 15th, sounds awesome to me !!!

  15. cynthia on 03 Apr 2006 at 11:21 am

    琳: tee hee hee.. I only listen to this song while I’m driving. But I think is alright, I more into David Gervais’s song at the moment =) Oh yeah, you don’t allow people to post comment in your blog one issit? I tried the other day, but it doesnt work =)

    A fellow traveller: *OMG* NOW that is scary!!! I still have 5 lessons to do. I keep my fingers crossed..hopefully everything will be fine ;)

  16. on 05 Apr 2006 at 7:53 am

    i’m tempted to ask which blog actually…haha

    but i think it should be the blogspot one…:)

    so..oh reali? lol…

    i’ll check…i thought i did allow ppl to post comment…

    thanx for informing me k…:)

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